Turning Into Dust

Last night was disastrous. Well, for me at least. I am honestly amazed with the way I held back my tears. Really, I am a very strong girl. I don't like having a heart to heart conversation, so I keep things mostly to myself. It's my shit anyway, so I'll have to deal with it on my own. These past few days, I forced myself to curb the addiction by eating. I ate anything I could find whenever I feel the urge to do what I restrained myself from doing. I am satisfied. So now, I only have three more days to go till college starts. Within these seventeen days, I only saw you twice.

"There's only a little time left. And you made your choice."