Random #1

Here's a few random things I wanna share with you lot.

1. My tweet of 777 sounded like this "One year, ten months, three weeks, ♥"

2. I have ugly legs. -______-"

3. My mama was a cheerleader!

4. I am the only one who can terminate my sister. Muahahaha

5. Sophie, Scott, and AJ are my babies.

6. Taxation is a piece of cake. BIGFATLIAR

7. I'm aiming for a 'Pass' in this upcoming exam.

"The colour of her hair is startlingly gorgeous."

Blue Lady

A couple of weeks ago, I went to the annual dinner of the course I'm taking. And I brought Arieffarid along with me. My baby boy looked so handsome that it makes me wanna %$#@!*&. Anyway, the theme was red, black, and white. But I went blue all the way. When I searched for a dress to wear, I can't help myself from falling in love with that blue dress. I remembered myself saying "Screw the theme. I'm taking this dress and it's blue for all I care". Then, I freaked out as I watched the registration counter from afar flooded with clothes of red, black, and white. Oh well.

"Enough said."

Marvelous March

My goodness, I can't believe I left my blog to die like this. Hehe. Okay, sorry for the long silent treatment. I've been very busy, with classes and friends and life. First of all, I would like to say, I am dying out of carrying all the hatred I have in my heart towards my university. The guards are fucking rude, and when I said the word 'fucking', I'm pressing on the adjective. My father taught me to treat guards with respect, especially when they are much older than us. The first reason is pretty obvious, that is, the age factor. The second reason would be the nobility of the job they're doing. Due to the way I was brought up by my parents, I always treat them with utmost respect. But when they pay that treatment with rudeness, they changed my perception and so the noble person I saw earlier turned into the lowest class of citizen in the hierarchy. Okay, anger successfully vented. Now, back to life. Life has been great. Really great. I have God to thank that for. Alhamdulillah, my life is going smoothly, for now. There's so many things to tell, but no, I think I'd just keep those things to myself. I wouldn't want people to get the wrong idea. They might think I'm telling stories to show off and stuff. So let's just be happy and thankful. And, and, and, let the pictures do the talking.

"Tonight, we are young. So let's set the world on fire. We can burn brighter, than the sun."

Marlboro Light

We have a new addition to our family. Say hello to Baby Marlboro! He's half flat-face persian, and he's extremely adorable. Most people would say 'Oh my god, she's so beautiful!' at the first meeting. Well, that is before they know the fact that 'she' is actually a 'he'. I call him a pretty boy. Haha, let's not be gay here okay, Bobolite? I need you to mate and produce beautiful babies for me to make money from. Ngehehehehe *evil laugh*. Anyway, I went to Jaya One today. There were so many cute things there, clothes, handbags, shoes, etc. But I didn't bring much cash, so I only got myself a MISS FABULOUS badge. Hehe, call me vain for all I care.

"Me iz dying out of awww-ing."

Turning Into Dust

Last night was disastrous. Well, for me at least. I am honestly amazed with the way I held back my tears. Really, I am a very strong girl. I don't like having a heart to heart conversation, so I keep things mostly to myself. It's my shit anyway, so I'll have to deal with it on my own. These past few days, I forced myself to curb the addiction by eating. I ate anything I could find whenever I feel the urge to do what I restrained myself from doing. I am satisfied. So now, I only have three more days to go till college starts. Within these seventeen days, I only saw you twice.

"There's only a little time left. And you made your choice."

Turning Tables

Whoopsiedoodles, my 20 days of fun is about to come to an end. With all the going out and chilling, I almost forgot how swiftly time flies. I don't blog much, my Facebook account is outdated, and I hardly even tweet. Well let's just say, people who actually have a life wouldn't have much time for networking. Hehe, no offense really, just another harmless opinion. Anyway, I've been out a lot. Like seriously, a lot. I went out almost every day. As a matter of fact, I'm currently waiting for my cousin to pick me up for breakfast, more like lunch actually. As I was saying, I'm quite satisfied with the way I spent my holidays. Sleeping at 4 or 5 in the morning and waking up over 1 in the afternoon, I'm getting used to this new body clock of mine. I spent hours and hours of staying up late at night to watch Naruto, it's super duper fucking awesome I tell you. Naruto series could make me laugh and cry so hard. And the best thing about Naruto is the way it could inspire me to never accept defeat and always challenge myself to be a better me every single day. I should try being a better me than I was yesterday, and the fact that there is no end in this chain is just so beautiful. Okay I guess that's all for now. Oh, do listen to 'Don't You Remember' by Adele. The song is so deep I can't even. Just listen okay? Byeeee

"Baby, please remember me once more."

Summer After High School, When We First Met

Hello dear readers. It has been a while, since the last time I fully devoted myself to updating this blog. Writing is my passion, yes. But I can't escape from my other commitments in life. So, I'm 20 now. It amazes me how time flies. With a blink of an eye, I changed from being a low self-esteem little girl with monobrows who cried secretly in her little heart when boys teased her looks, to being a strong, independent woman who wouldn't allow even a single being to mock her every form of existence. I love the way I was brought up, it wasn't perfect, but it was enough to teach me lessons about life. I made mistakes, I hurt others, and I did get hurt too in the end. A couple of days before my birthday, I encountered the most horrifying incident. I fell down the stairs so badly, I could have broken my neck and died on the spot. But I stood up without a single crack instead. Alhamdulillah, I'm very much alive until today, and thank you God, for lending me this life that belongs to You. I'm very grateful, for this humble home, for my lovely family, we're not wealthy, but what we have is more than enough. These past two years taught me a lot, and I welcomed both good and bad with open arms. They complete me. There's another thing I'd like to share with all of you. Within the last few months, I've developed a habit. I couldn't say it was all bad, coz somehow, it did me good as well. But I know, I must stop. I can't carry on any longer. And you, I know how very disappointed you are with me. But I need time. Just a little more time.

"I was listening to 'Someone Like You' by Adele while writing this post. And I said to myself. No, I don't wanna find someone like you. I want you and only you, Sayang. Just you."